WAVES MAY CRASH

 
 

This is not the album we planned to write, record, and release. This is something different.

Many of you who follow us closely know that we were headed into the studio to record our 7th collection of songs in March of 2020. We had just finalized the songlist and were scheduled to gather and play through the songs on March 15. Schools closed on the 13th here in Virginia, and we never did have that practice. Instead, we hastily recorded an a cappella song we learned from the Michigan parents and put it out on YouTube with a message of hope: Rest Assured, God has not forgotten.

It quickly became clear that we weren’t going to record that album in the spring of 2020, and pretty soon the reality set in that we probably weren’t going to be making music together in any kind of “normal” way for quite some time. So we pushed pause. And for some of us, life seemed to slow. But for others of us, life and work rhythms accelerated rapidly. The healthcare professionals among us experienced the full force of caring for people in the midst of this pandemic. It was hard—exhausting—as those systems were pushed to the max.

After a year of watching, waiting, and hoping, things began to shift, and we cautiously and more safely began to gather and play music together again. We changed our approach to reflect this new reality, doing more of the recording on our own. We picked up that same group of songs from 2020, and we got to work.

And we made some great progress. We’re excited about those songs and about the way that album is coming together. Recording it ourselves gives us more time and allows/forces us to think about arrangements in a new way. We love this part of the process, and can’t wait to share it with you (in August 2023).

As we listened to the new album start to take shape though, we realized that those songs weren’t the ones we wanted for our first offering of new music in four years. So we pushed pause again, but this time just to shift focus momentarily to figure out what we did want to say musically at this moment.

This EP has a little bit of all of us on it. Literally. This is the first album that we’ve gotten everyone to sing on (love you, Theresa & Katie, and welcome to the family, Grayson!). It has some of our history, with echoes of some of our very first songs that we put together as a band, and songs that helped us and held us together in the past however many months it’s been. And it has new songs, in and of the moment.

We made this album for ourselves and for you. It has been cathartic for us, singing these songs for each other and with one another. It has been a gift to us, and we hope it is a gift to you.

Love,
TWRB

  • Oh, Jesus is a Rock in a weary land
    A weary land, oh, a weary land
    Oh, Jesus is a Rock in a weary land
    A shelter in the time of storm

    Text:
    Music: Seth Crissman

    Lead vocal: Rachel Mast
    Harmonies: Lauren Yoder and Kristina Yoder

    “I doubt that “Shelter” was the first hymn that we ‘reclaimed,’ but it has that feel. It has walked with us through weary lands and years, and each of us has needed this chorus along the way.

    “Seth originally arranged this song for a friend who was passing through difficult moments, and while their need was for something greater than a song, a song is what he could offer. Music brings a healing that is both personal and communal, and even if a song cannot solve our problems, it can accompany us through life’s seasons and speak into our days.

    “We often teach and sing this chorus together with an audience, and when everyone listening joins in and the moment changes from a performance to a shared experience, it is a powerful reminder that we are not alone. YNWA.” - Mitch

  • From the valley
    From the valley of the shadow we
    Bow our heads and bend our knees
    Blessed be the least of these
    Blessed be

    In the desert
    In the desert, in the wilderness
    The hollow sound of our distress
    Echoes in the emptiness
    Give us rest

    Don’t look away
    Keep watch over us
    Keep watch over us

    Could the mountain
    Could the mountain know the valley’s pain?
    The ocean hear a cry for rain?
    The wild wind feel the weight of chains?

    Fill us up for we are dry
    Fill us up for we are dry
    Thirsty bones breathe brittle sighs
    With the stones, oh hear us cry
    Hear us cry

    Don’t look away
    Keep watch over us
    Keep watch over us
    Don’t look away

    Deep is crying out to deep
    Deep is crying out to deep “Has the shepherd left his sheep?
    And did the watchman fall asleep?”

    © 2021 Seth Crissman and Greg Yoder

    Lead vocal, electric guitar, and organ: Seth Crissman
    Harmonica and harmony: Mitchell Yoder
    Harmonies: Rachel Mast, Jackson Maust, Lauren Yoder, Kristina Yoder, Greg Yoder

    "I started writing this song in 2017, and it took three years before it was finally finished, and another year for it to be shared in the world. It’s probably the longest it has ever taken me to see a song to completion. Originally, the title was “Hosanna” which means, “Save us, Adonai (LORD).” Hosanna is a word asking God to save, crying and pleading for God to reach out and liberate. The name Jesus shares the same common root with Hosanna, יָשַׁע (pronounced yasha).

    "I worked hard on this song in 2017 and just could not make any progress on it. I was completely stuck. So I sent it to Greg and he worked on it, writing a really beautiful song based on the text/ideas I was describing to him, even including the lyrics I had started. But it wasn’t right, and we both knew it. So after a month of passing it back and forth, we set it aside.

    "In the spring of 2020, I found myself returning to themes of wilderness during Lent (and in the months afterward, it felt like Lent just kept going in 2020). This song floated back into my heart and ears, so I picked it back up again and worked on it. Again, I was stuck, unable to finish/finalize ideas that seemed to be rising to the top. Through much collective reworking (thanks Jax and Greg), together we sensed that it finally said the things we hoped and needed for it to say:

    Fill us up for we are dry
    Thirsty bones breathe brittle sighs
    With the stones, oh hear us cry
    Hear us cry

    "The Holy Spirit continues to teach me how to pray through the Psalms, especially the ones that are simple prayers/cries to God. Sometimes they seem to come from a place of disbelief, other times from a place of intense belief but recognition that not all is well and all will be lost without God acting and saving. This song tries to speak in the voice of the psalmists who dared to hope that the LORD (Y–H) God could hear their cries, saw their pain, and would reach out in love to save them. With the psalmists, the disciples and the very rocks, we cry out: Lord, save us! (Psalm 118:25a NIV)" - Seth

    Matthew 8:25: The disciples went and woke him, saying, “Lord, save us! We’re going to drown!” (NIV)

  • Ring those bells, another round
    Of keeping the world from burning down
    Just hide a key and let me in
    To step into oblivion

    I’ve seen brothers, sisters, strangers and friends
    I’ve seen those saints go marchin’ in
    You ring your bells and we’ll sing our song
    But you know, you can’t get blood from a stone

    Strength on strength is just enough
    To stay above the wetter stuff
    But see the scene when someone falls
    And you can barely swim at all

    I’ve seen brothers, sisters, strangers and friends
    I’ve seen those saints go marchin’ in
    You ring your bells and we’ll sing our song
    But you know, you can’t get blood from a stone

    Ring the bell, and be ye found
    Pick yourself up off the ground
    Or take my hand and walk with me
    Into a new humanity

    I’ve seen brothers, sisters, strangers and friends
    I’ve seen those saints go marchin’ in
    You ring your bells and we’ll sing our song
    But you know, you can’t get blood from a stone

    © 2021 Jackson T. Maust

    Lead vocal and bass: Jackson Maust
    Harmonies: Rachel Mast and Mitchell Yoder
    Guitar: Greg Yoder
    Octave mandolin and organ: Seth Crissman
    Violin: Kristina Yoder

    “Blood From a Stone was written several years pre-pandemic, and was one of those songs that was written before its time. As healthcare providers for over a decade, Katie and I have been places where we've been with people through the very worst of times. Walking by certain houses or driving on certain stretches of road in our community never fails to take us back to places we'd rather not be. Depression and PTSD are notoriously prevalent in first responders, and we have felt that weight for ourselves, for each other and for our colleagues.

    “I wrote a first draft of this song on my own after one particularly striking experience in my first response role, then we "finished" the song together as a group (as we often do). We even played it at a few shows, but it never felt completely settled. Then a few years passed, the pandemic engulfed all aspects of our lives, and the song took on new and more significant meaning. Some musical refinement from Greg and Seth took it across the finish line, and now it is a song that I feel deep down whenever I hear it or sing it.” - Jackson

  • When the winter nights were long
    I was working on a song
    The melody danced sweetly round my head
    Then spring came in a rush
    And my singing voice grew hushed And now I’m almost out of words again

    When the grass began to green
    The world appeared serene
    And life was bursting forth from things once dead
    But me and my love knew
    What a dreary day could do
    And now we’re almost out of words again

    Don’t place no roses by my window
    I can’t see no flowers, and I’ve felt my share of thorns
    I still walk that long dark night I keep looking for the light
    And now I’m almost out of words again

    As the summer nights wear on
    Long days of work may make me strong
    And sweet dreams may come once more to my bed
    But when you see my eyes
    And they're searching empty skies
    That's when I’m almost out of words again

    Don’t place no roses by my window I can’t see no flowers, and I’ve felt my share of thorns I still walk that long dark night I keep looking for the light And now I’m almost out of words again

    I’ll always walk that long dark night
    But I’ll keep on looking for the light
    Even when I’m almost out of words again

    © Greg Yoder 2016

    Lead vocal: Lauren Yoder
    Harmonies: Rachel Mast and Kristina Yoder
    Piano: Seth Crissman
    Clarinet: Greg Yoder

    “When I was thinking about songs for this EP, I knew I wanted to go back to our old catalog and do something different with one of the songs. I wanted to connect us to who we’ve been and what we’ve been through together, but bring it into the present moment. I wrote this song originally in 2015 when Kristina and I were living through a different kind of heartbreak, but the grief of that song rings true in this moment.

    “When we recorded it for the Way Back Home album, it felt like it needed to be a solo piece, but I’ve always wanted to sing harmony with it whenever I’ve listened to it since then. Putting it in Lauren’s voice and having Kristina and Rachel sing harmony was definitely right. I wasn’t in the room when they recorded it, and I got major lumps in my throat the first time I listened to it to ‘see if they were on the right track.’ They were.” - Greg

  • As she walks off the floor with her heart in her hand
    There’s a wave, come to wash her away
    She steadies herself in the parking garage
    Turns the key, and heads home for the day

    She pulls onto the ramp of the interstate
    And she watches the mountain roll by
    There’s a mother of twins staring back at her
    The girls turned seven last night

    How many times has she shattered
    Like glass giving way to a stone?
    She walks in the door, gives her husband a kiss
    And Maggie is breaking, alone

    As she lies in her bed with the sun coming up
    There’s an old man hooked up to machines
    She goes to the window and closes the blinds
    And sinks into the work of her dreams

    How many men has she given breath,
    And they won’t take no more on their own?
    Heavy her eyelids, and heavy her rest
    And Maggie is sinking, alone

    She arises as dusk starts to rosin its bow
    And slips on her resolve, robed in red
    There’s a young woman dying to sing her a song
    Alarms like a choir by her bed

    How many nights will she waltz through these halls
    To the symphony of beeping and groans?
    She floats room to room, and Death asks for her hand
    But Maggie is dancing, alone

    © 2021 Greg Yoder

    Vocal and accordion: Greg Yoder
    Piano: Seth Crissman
    Violin: Kristina Yoder
    Bass: Jackson Maust

    “Songwriting is often kind of an out-of-body experience for me. If I get the premise and the first couple lines right, the song can take over and write itself in a very short time. This song was a matter of hours from the initial idea to a rough demo that is essentially what’s on the album (with one or two minor lyric tweaks, a different key, better piano playing, an accordion, and so many strings). I share that only because it illustrates the extent to which I got the premise right, or more accurately, the premise meant something to me. Because while it’s kind of heartbreaking, this is a love letter to Kristina. She is written into every line. The work she did as an ICU nurse was incredibly weighty, and she would come home from the crazy hours she worked exhausted in every sense of the word. She would tell me stories, and I would listen to her vent, but I know she never got it all out. She carried that work with her in a way that only other healthcare professionals can really know. And I watched her carry the beginning of the pandemic with her in a way that I couldn’t. She walked those floors. She heard those alarms in her sleep. She knew what it really meant to put someone on a ventilator, what it was to tell a family something they weren’t ready to hear. So this song is for my Maggie, and for all the Maggies the world over who have been carrying all of us far longer than we even know. ‘She floats room to room, and Death asks for her hand, but Maggie is dancing alone.’ My hope is that you can share this song with the Maggies in your life as a way of saying ‘thank you.’ We see you. We are trying to dance with you. Keep dancing.” - Greg

  • Rosemary kneels on the ground,
    With the weight of the world pushing down
    But she’s singing in the garden as she moves the dirt around
    And she’s planting the seedlings of hope with the sound

    Grace knows the strength of a wave, crashing into a dream she she can’t save
    But a heart that withstands breaking is too strong to be a slave
    To callous voices making speeches ‘bout how we should behave

    She’s singing light into the darkness
    Singing light into the darkness
    Until the darkness is overcome

    Mary was young, far too young for a son
    But the angel heard courage where others would show none
    And knew fear had no power over the song she had begun

    Singing light into the darkness
    Singing light into the darkness
    Until the darkness is overcome

    Until the darkness is overcome
    Until the darkness is overcome

    © 2021 Greg Yoder

    Lead vocal: Rachel Mast
    Harmonies: Lauren Yoder and Kristina Yoder
    Guitar: Greg Yoder
    Banjo: Seth Crissman
    Harmonica: Mitchell Yoder
    Bass: Jackson Maust

  • For a moment when the world stopped,
    I was silent, holding my breath
    In the stillness of the cave-in
    Deep underground
    The song grew stale in my chest

    Then I called out like a canary
    Worried, stunned, in disbelief:
    “Are you wounded? Can you hear me
    Are you buried in the landslide of your grief?”

    Choking on the dust, with fire in my lungs
    Words came more whispered than sung

    “Sing for your sister
    Sing for your brother
    Sing for the light in the eyes of another
    Sing for the stranger
    ‘Cuz you’re singing for your neighbor
    Sing, and let love be the fruit of your labor
    Sing the song as long as you have breath to pray
    And you’ll be singing when the stone rolls away”

    © 2021 Greg Yoder

    Lead vocal and organ: Greg Yoder
    Harmonies: Seth & Theresa Crissman, Grayson & Rachel Mast, Katie & Jackson Maust, Lauren & Mitchell Yoder, Kristina Yoder